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| so much can happen in one month. heartache and love. laughter and tears. pain and joy. it just amazes me how much a person can change. me, and you included. i'm sorry you've been through so much, and even though we're not together anymore, i still care about you an aweful lot. i think you know this. seeing the strength in your eyes, makes me want to be a better person- for myself and for you. for the strong man you are becoming. i know you will be the best person in the world for me one day, but until then, i have to keep my distance. i think you understand. i just wanted to hold you and cry in your shoulder and tell you i loved you, but that would have only shown my weakness. promise me you'll only continue to grow stronger. you're home now and you're safe. i'll never fully understand the last couple of weeks, and it's probably best i didn't. but knowing you're safe and really being taken care of is enough for now. ill always care for you and you know ill always be here, even if you just need a hand to hold. take care. ill see you tomorrow. happy valentines. | | |
| So I am writing this goodbye letter to you. It’s time to move on into my future and your own. If the future holds us together, then let it hold it with care, because we can only move toward it. Remember the happy times, because they brought joy into your life. Remember the bad times, because they made you a stronger person today.
Remember slow dances in the parking our song. Remember the mistletoe tree. Remember the fire works show you made for me. Remember smiling at me from the stage. Remember the hot fudge sundaes. Remember the candlelight dinner under the stars. Remember the four wheeler rides. Remember skipping school. Remember getting lost in Nashville. Remember Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Years…Think of the moments that touched both of us, because they can’t be erased. They will stay with you the rest of your life.
Whether you want to remember or not, I will stay in your heart, as you will in mine. If you feel lost, I’ll help you find your way back to me. I will always hold a place in my heart for you, because I did love you. It wasn’t that forever kind of love. It was the love that a person holds for another they care about. I think you understand, because I know you still care about me.
But here we are tonight, and I’ve made you think about the moments in our lives we’ve shared together. But that was our past, and I find you are not in my present. Perhaps you are not in my future either. But that’s the exciting part of life, seeing what the future may hold. Maybe you don’t want to be with me. Maybe I don’t want to be with you. My heart doesn’t give me a say in what I want; it thinks on it’s own, and right now it’s louder than ever…
So I am saying goodbye. Hushing the voices telling me to be with you. It’s a strange process, getting that someone out of your heart and mind. I realized the night part of me died after I had let you go that I loved you more than you will ever know. All that time, all the moments, all the laughter and tears. I’ve learned alot, and so have you. But we’ll wake up tomorrow not knowing what the day may hold. I know you’re tired, because I sure am. So I am closing this goodbye letter with a hug and a kiss, but I promise you one thing- it won’t be our last… | | |
| So last night was pretty much the bestest night ever. Happy New Year. | | |
| For the first time in my life, I understand many many things. And to tell you the truth, I don't think I ever wanted to.
love y'all
-D
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